20 Random Things

1. What is your favorite item of clothing? don't have a favorite, I like what fits my body good and what's comfy.


2. What are your biggest obsessions? shoes

3. Who inspires you? love, my dad, courage

4. Who is your favorite designer and why? Jimmy choo - love shoes

5. What is your favorite song ever? When I'm Gone - 3 Doors Down

6. What is your favorite song right now? Second Chance ~ Shinedown

7. If you were a sweetie what would you be?


8. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet - what words would you use to describe your rainbow?

9. What are your favorite films? Sex and the City, Pretty Woman, Runaway Bride

10. Who is your favorite actor? John Travolta

11. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? in the Bahamas

12. What are your 3 favorite smells?Pumpkin, strawberry, and blueberry muffins

13. What are your 3 favorite tastes? fruity, spicy and sweet

14. What is your most treasured possession?

15. What did you always want to be/do when you grew up? a vet or police officer

16. If you were an ice-cream what flavor would you be?Chocolate

17. If someone made a short film about your life, who would play you? Not sure

18. What would your perfect afternoon consist of? a long walk with the guy I love

19. If you were a flower what would you be? Stargazing Lilies, pink roses

20. Tell me one random thing... be it your favorite line from a song, scene from a movie or quote from a book.....or tell me about something that you love.
“I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love." - Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City"
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ~ Marilyn Monroe

Your'e Hot and Your'e Cold

Well I guess I've been played. T has turned out to be a player. Guess I was stupid for giving him a second chance to redeem himself. Ok, here's the story. As you know in my earlier posts T is a guy that I've known for 10 years from my hometown that I found out thru Facebook he was interested in dating me. As any girl would be I was flattered and tickled pink about the guy because I always thought he was a hottie. He had some history, recently divorced but I was willing to look past that and give the guy a chance. We talked on facebook and exchanged phone numbers so we could text back in fourth. This was going to be a challenge since he works for the railroad and is always travelling and I live two hours away from him. But he told me his job brought him close to me so when he was in the area we could get together and go out. Ok I said.
Well the first time he blew me off, he stopped talking to me and I noticed my messages were deleted from his Facebook page and another girl had left him message that she couldn't wait to see him. I sent him a message and asked what was going on. His response was that he was dating a girl and didn't know how to tell me. I told him to just tell me the truth. That's all you have to do. Don't string me along and lie to me.
So I let it go and move on. About a month or so goes by and he contacts me again. Just normal chit chat for awhile. Then he asks me if I was still interested in him. Of course I said yes but I was mad at him for lying to me. He apologize and I forgave him. Stupid mistake. The guy blew me off while I was back home visiting family when he knew from recent conversations with me that I was going to be in town all week and he made the comment that we could go out while I was in town. I left it alone all week until the Friday before I was going to leave and texted him. I ask him if I was going to get to see him before I left. He gave me a long list of excuses that was going to keep him busy all day Saturday and that he was leaving for Chicago on Sunday. WTF!!! That sounds like you don't want to see me. As you know from an earlier post he has already stopped to see me here and we spent hours together before he left to go home. Sounds to me like he has a girlfriend down there and didn't want to be seen on a date with me there. That's why he came here to see me and didn't make an effort while I was there to see me. I gave him a second chance when now I know I shouldn't have. There will not be a third. I'm done with you player (womanizer). You had your chance. See ya!!!

What a Relief

Well while on vacation I found out that the stress EKG that my doctor ordered for me to take came back normal. What a RELIEF!! That was a lotta stress out of the way. Although this still does not tell us what went wrong or what was going on when I blacked out last month. I think we have come to the conclusion that it was all because I was sick for two days straight then tried to do too much after feeling better and my body was still dehydrated from being sick.
Which does make me feel alot better. The Dr. had me worried when she ordered a stress EKG to make sure a slight heart murmur I had hadn't gotten worse. Well I gotta go.

Vacation Time

Well it's not much of a vacation. I didn't go anywhere exotic or fun. Just took a week off to go back home to see family and friends, but the time off from the hassle and hetic life I call a job has been nice. A week without wearing a bulletproof vest and having a gun strapped to my waist has been a big load off my body. The time to re cooperate and relax with family and catch up with some old friends has been nice. Anyhoo I'm off to get my day started, toodles to ya all.

Time for a Change

Well I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and believe it is time for a change. I'm not talking about a little change either. This could be a drastic change. Lately I've felt like I've been in a rut. The same ol, same ol. Things are getting boring, predictable and I've had enough. I am burnt out. I'm talking about a career change, maybe taking a little break from the police thing. Maybe even going back to school, getting my degree. I think this has to do with the crap at work that I've had to put up with lately (the people I work with, small town politics). I just have put up with alot in the last 4 years and had enough. More to come later.

Oh How I Love Thee

Oh how I love you! I want you! Since I first laid eyes on you. I'm dreaming off all the outfits you would go with. If only I could afford you. Oh how I love you Jimmy Choos!

It's Been Awhile

I am sooo sorry bloggettes. I am been absent from blogging for awhile. I have a good explanation. I have been feeling under the weather lately. I spent two days in bed feeling like shit and slept most of the time. Well I came back to work by midweek after having the weekend off because I was sick and by two regular days off (you think that after 4 days off I would be fine). That was so not the case! Wednesday went fine. Thursday I got up to get ready for work and had a bad headache, while in the shower I black out for a moment. WTF!! I hurry and get out then rest a little and get ready for work. I went to work feeling like shit (headache gets worse, I have dizzy spells and severe nausea.) Well they decide I need to go to the emergency room because of the blackout and the seriousness of my job, this is not a good thing.
Well I spend 3 hours out the ER for them to take blood, do ex-rays, a cat scan, and a lung scan for them to find NOTHING!! What a night! I finally get home and pass out. I have made a doctor's appointment this next week to find out. Hopefully we find something and it's not serious.